June 28th, 2008 by BlogRmom

For the last 2-3 days my anxiety has been super bad. I have no idea why, but it’s been really bad. I’ve thought on so many things. I’ve pondered so many thoughts. It could frankly be the time of the year. See alot of events are happening now. We just had vacation, the kids both have surgery coming up, tomorrow is my wedding anniversary (however this always reminds me that my uncle isn’t hear anymore too so it’s bittersweet), and it’s summer. So I don’t know if it’s just the combo of all of that happening right now or if I should go into the doctor and see if my meds should be increased. I haven’t needed them increased in a VERY long time. I am actually afraid to increase the morning med because in the past it’s made me a little jittery and unable to sleep… and I don’t need any help with not being able to sleep!!

It’s rainy here AGAIN. Deary and cloudy… Looks blah outside. I was hoping to be able to go for a little motorcycle ride with hubby, but it’s not going to happen. It’s not supposed to let up all weekend. BLAH! And he’s back to work on Monday too… go figure… So I guess it’s a weekend in the house with more movies. Right now in the background is 10,000 BC right now. It’s not my kind of movie so you can see I am not watching it. I don’t mind… Thankfully the laptop is here to keep me busy.

Speaking of laptop, I’ve been sitting in the recliner with it alot lately and it’s not really the BEST set up. I need a place for my mouse. The recliner has these huge air rests and although I use them for the mouse it slides and the kids climb. So today I finally ordered myself a little laptop tray:

It’s made by HP. I am hoping it works out nicely. I will only be out $.97 shipping if it doesn’t. I can return it to Wal-mart. So I guess I will give it a whirl. I will try anything that MIGHT work and it was pretty reasonably priced too. I was looking for some sort of TV tray thing that would slide under the chair, but hubby made a valid point (for once) and said that wouldn’t work because I put the foot part up about 90% of the time… which is true… so… I guess I was back to rehunting. I found some other awesome trays, but I am not in the market to pay $80+ for a little tray when I *could* sit at the desk… LOL Okay bloggers, that’s all I have for today!! I hope your weekend is going FAB!! And here’s todays link for you: golf bags. See you tomorrow bloggers!